You know what it is, is that I don't need to write here because I'm living my story, I am excited by living my story, I don't need to contextualize and externalize it like I used to, because my sense of direction is forever passing and renewable, so if you don't see anything here, it's because I have found places to be, purposes to have, and it will be fine and in balance when I perish, because the difference here will be none, the finish will be exactly the same as continuance